In perspective

Things haven't been the same since the last time I blogged. Dramatic? Possibly. Exagerrating? Unlikely. But ah, such is life right now. At this breaknecking pace and all those unexpected sharp turns and pleasant little surprises and lovely quality time with people I love..

I miss Tampines. But I guess this will have to do too. It ain't that bad after all. (: I honestly thought things would come to an abrupt halt. Gone. Pulsating, well true. I was indeed highly anticipating it all, but I suppose I've always had that sneaky feeling that it'll smack me right back on my face. That no matter how hard I try to keep things sunny bright, the harsh bleak thunderstorm of a reality pushes back against all I've painstakingly built. Mercilessly.

The Wise says "truth hurts". The Naive says "the cup's half full". The Runaway says "I don't care".

I've decided to not let things slide down my back anymore. Not that I ever really had, actually. I need anxiety pills, remember Tabs? But this time, no more. "Ignorance" will disappear from my vocabulary as of today.

Yeah, by now you'd have probably already gathered that this is yet another one of those entries meant only for me, but the insane need to share is too overpowering.

It's interesting. How people want the world to know them and yet not know them at the same time. Frankly, it's a Big Puzzle. Then again, most things are.

I think, that I need to find the time to squeeze in some reading. It's ridiculous. I can't rememeber the last time I read a book!

Effort is so so crucial. I need the drive. I need need need it. But that's not my problem, drive. I know what I want. It's just the long process and requirements that's driving me up the friggin wall.

But I've got some inspiration. After a recent discovery, conveniently by accident too! And just for the books, no, it's DEFINITELY not thanks to the "motivational" speaker just now. AKLTG owns that, a million to one. They should have hired you Gary! (:

Let's talk about lovely mundane stuff, shall we? Butterflies of Hope, Legacies of Love Fundraising initiative by Council! Wow. Can I just say that I'm pleasantly surprised by the response? First day was a sure success, now to press on and hit (then exceed) our target!

This would not have worked out if not for my lovely committee! PoweR. Get it? PR? Hahah! Ily guys!

Alright, better take off now. Only managed to come online cos

a) the internet and cable's FINALLY fixed! WOOHOO! and
b) for the first time in a long time, I actually managed to step into the house before dark! A feat!

It has been long

One of the earlier collages, messy and well. Messy. Heh. That one time to Wild Wild Wet with the From All Ages Gang. LOL.

Met up with Lee Yunqi Clara sometime ago, on a WEEKDAY because it simply cannot be helped! I was really busy and by the coming weekend, she'd have left for Australia already! Stinky you! Leave me behind once more. December's sooooo far away! Plenty love goes out to you hokay! *WET WET SLOPPY KISS



Discovered how to make collages and I basically went crazy those couple of days. It's amazing. And real quick too! :D Contrary to popular belief, it doesnt take an IT genius to be able to do this kinda thing.

(read: popular belief=Huda's belief)

A lot has been going on. Been busy or preoccupied perhaps with a couple of things I don't exactly wish to disclose. *sniggers* I can't emphasize enough on the term "a lot". Let's play this game. See who can guess how messy this post is gna be due to the incredibly lack of it these days!

List of events that I can remember right this moment goes like this (in no particular order), there was Irah's 17th dinner, the watching of King Lear with Tabs, Woanny's 17th dinner just this past Friday and gosh. That's about all I can remember. I've a lot of things in mind, so once more, pardon my incoherence.

While I try to gather my thoughts, a couple of pics for you to feast on. Yes, I do agree. I'm incredibly narcissistic generous.








HAHAHAHAHAHA! Our reenactment was great or what!


Stole this from Dirah's Friendster account. :D IMY CEDAR. ): Gotta go back sometime soon before it's demolished! *GASPS, I know. How can they demolish that lovely gorgeous building?!

Also caught Harry Potter that very Thursday itself. Such is the case if you've a die hard fan as your good pal. *glares at Najib. Eh, you read the book already? HAHAH. He kept on insisting that Hedwig would drop the latest book at his place! (Yes, he really had it delivered. I think.)

School has been. Well school, really. 20th got invested last Wednesday. (: Thanks ah Tabby for ditching me that day!

Also, I'm gonna be an official Marine Parader tonight. Meaning an ex Tampines person. SIGH. Goodbye 81/72 and all the people I usually take 81/72 with. ):

New beginning, in so many ways! It's overwhelming, really. There's so many implications, I dont even know where to begin to sort things out in my head! *"Spinning around" by Kylie Minouge plays in the background*

While packing just now, (yes, my family leaves everything to the very last minute; runs in the blood apparently) I found a lot of things. Typically. Such a cliche situation, but oh well. I found my diaries! From SEVEN years ago! Good god. I love reading back.

As abrupt as this may be, gotta run now. (: Till the next entry, then.